The verdict is IN!! finally.
Friday, May 7, 2010
Okay, as my sister said, it's a very big leap of faith (for me at least) but some sort of money has come in (as usual....it always works out that way :D) and although my mind is screaming "THE DEBT, OH THE DEBT!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!? THINK OF THE DEBT!!!" as I hesitantly push the acceptance button, it isn't as big a debt as I feared it would be.
SO,
It's so long San Francisco Bay Area and HELLO HAWAII!!!!!!!!
I think I'll be able to work up more enthusiasm once I get over the part about debt. And yes, the debt part is really big for me because I basically managed to fund most of my undergraduate experience on my own without incurring any debt (to banks or any government or indulging in organ trade) in the 4 years or so that I was in college. I suppose that it was wishful thinking to assume that I might be able to pull it off again. If you can't already tell, I'm pathetically paranoid about being in any kind of debt. So yea, I've got the "DEBT!!OMG!DEBT!!" soundtrack on repeat playing in the back of my mind.
Hopefully, the "HAWAII!!!YAY!HAWAII!!!" soundtrack will take over soon.
Am very bummed to be leaving the SF Bay Area but,
